Question
1, 18 June 2021: What do I need to submit to the Tainan District Criminal Court
in order to receive an assessment of mental health before the judge punishes me
for a crime I didn't commit?
110年6月18日,問題1:我需要向台南地區刑事法院提交什麼才能在法官因我沒有犯下的罪行懲罰我之前接受心理健康評估?
_tlaf0001 | emailed 19 June 2021, by
Rene Helmerichs
Dark Red text indicates content not
included in the original email sent 18 June 2021.
深紅色文字表示110年6月18日發送的原始電子郵件中未包含的內容。
Four headings:
1.
Please help me communicate to LAF Lawyer Scott Lin (林泓帆)
2.
My Schizophrenia: Delusional Disorder + Disorganized Thinking
3.
Taiwan Psychiatrist Chun-Hong Lee (李俊宏) illegally denies court request
4.
Attachments
四個標題:
1)請幫我聯繫法律扶助基金會律師林泓帆
2)我的精神分裂症:妄想症+思維混亂
3)台灣精神科醫生李俊宏非法拒絕法庭請求
4)附件
For your convenience, this
public document includes clickable links which you can reach from any phone
using the attached QR Code, or directly at:
為方便起見,此公開文檔包含可點擊的鏈接,您可以使用隨附的二維碼從任何電話進入,或直接進入:
http://reneguru.blogspot.com/2021/06/tlaf0001.html
This message only appears long because
a Chinese translation accompanies the English.
In actuality, it is much shorter.
I am writing this because I am in a severe state of mental
distress! In fact, because I am truly in
a severe state of mental depression, or just Schizophrenic, I have started a
new website to keep track of ongoing abuse and discrimination against me from
government officials in Taiwan:
這條消息之所以會顯得很長,是因為英文隨附了中文翻譯。實際上,它要短得多。我寫這篇文章是因為我處於嚴重的精神壓力狀態!事實上,因為我真的處於嚴重的精神抑鬱狀態,或者只是精神分裂症,我開設了一個新網站,以追踪台灣政府官員對我的持續虐待和歧視:
http://rene.guru
I need help to ensure that I receive
an assessment of mental health before the Tainan District Criminal Court
sentences me.
我需要幫助以確保在台南地區刑事法院對我判刑之前接受心理健康評估。
1.
Please help me communicate to LAF Lawyer Scott Lin (林泓帆)
1)請幫我聯繫法律扶助基金會律師林泓帆
Either I don't understand how my
lawyer is helping, or my lawyer isn't helping.
要麼我不明白我的律師是如何提供幫助的,要麼我的律師沒有提供幫助。
My lawyer is Scott Lin, 林泓帆. I love my lawyer, but I'm not sure if he is
honestly explaining the situation to the Tainan District Criminal Court. I don't think he's submitted anything to the
court which explains:
我的律師是林泓帆Scott‧Lin。我愛我的律師,但我不確定他是否誠實地向台南地區刑事法院解釋了情況。我認為他沒有向法院提交任何解釋:
1) Three cram school managers lied to
the court about knowing I had a serious mental health and criminal history
before the school hired me as a teacher.
The three managers claimed they didn't know.
1、三名補習班經理向法庭謊稱知道我在學校聘請我為老師之前就知道我有嚴重的心理健康和犯罪史。三位經理聲稱他們不知道。
2) The managers told me to stay alone
with kindergarten students overnight in a hotel on a school trip 14 Aug
2017. This violates every statute
protecting the care and safety of children.
The statutes prevented the school from lawfully hiring me as a teacher
because I was diagnosed with severe mental illnesses including Schizophrenia,
Schizoaffective Disorder, Delusional Disorder, Psychosis, Bipolar Disorder, and
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder ("Love obsession"). The managers knew psychiatrists kept me
imprisoned in a mental hospital almost three years. My wife was at the meeting. We told the managers together, and then they
hired me.
2、管理人員告訴我106年8月14日在學校旅行中與幼兒園學生單獨在酒店過夜。這違反了保護兒童護理和安全的所有法規。法規禁止學校合法聘用我擔任教師,因為我被診斷出患有精神分裂症、分裂情感障礙、妄想症、精神病、雙相情感障礙和強迫性人格障礙等嚴重精神疾病。經理們知道精神科醫生把我關在精神病院將近三年。我的妻子參加了會議。我們一起告訴了經理,然後他們僱用了我。
3) The managers claim a lawful
teaching contract existed when in fact they had no intention to follow the law
from the start, and therefore no lawful teaching contract ever existed.
3、管理人員聲稱存在合法的教學合同,而實際上他們從一開始就無意遵守法律,因此不存在合法的教學合同。
4) The managers are now intentionally
making false Chinese translations of a harmless English statement to accuse me
of even more serious crimes, crimes which never occurred, but which everyone
believes because no one believes that the translation is wrong! (I really think we should just use news
companies about that. That helps me
advertise this case, and it helps the justice system of Taiwan ensure
honesty!)
4、經理們現在故意把一份無害的英文聲明進行錯誤的中文翻譯,指控我犯下了更嚴重的罪行,那些從未發生過但每個人都相信的罪行,因為沒有人認為翻譯是錯誤的!(我真的認為我們應該使用新聞公司。這有助於我宣傳此案,也有助於台灣司法系統確保誠實!)
5) It wasn't my fault that the
psychiatrist didn't complete the court-requested mental assessment on 31 May
2021.
5、精神科醫生沒有在110年5月31日完成法院要求的心理評估,這不是我的錯。
6) We need an assessment of mental
health before the judge sentences me for crimes which I didn't commit anyway!
6、在法官判我犯下我沒有犯下的罪行之前,我們需要對心理健康進行評估!
7) We need a criminal investigation of
the false statements which three cram school managers spoke in Civil Court on 26
Nov 2018 (see attached!):
7、我們需要對三名補習班經理於2018年11月26日在民事法庭上發表的虛假陳述進行刑事調查(見附件!):
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1tRgTC0vii0xgPb2nwSgxovxW0Aq5YPCr/view?usp=sharing
8) I gave a complete set of all
evidence to establish every allegedly false statement as a true statement to
the court on 29 April 2020. So far, the
court has entirely ignored the evidence.
No criminal investigation occurred about the truth of (the content of)
any of the allegedly false statements.
Why is there no criminal investigation to establish that the three
managers are lying to the court and prosecutors? WHY WHY WHY?
Find the 29 April 2020 submission at:
8)我於109年4月29日向法院提供了完整的所有證據,以證明每一個涉嫌虛假陳述都是真實陳述。到目前為止,法院完全忽略了這些證據。沒有對任何涉嫌虛假陳述的真實性進行刑事調查。為什麼沒有刑事調查來確定這三名經理向法院和檢察官撒謊?為什麼為什麼為什麼?查找109年4月29日提交的內容:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/16r9SqfJRPulUSJ3dtaflkuEkGw7rLDoS/view?usp=sharing
2.
My Schizophrenia: Delusional Disorder + Disorganized Thinking
2)我的精神分裂症:妄想症+思維混亂
This section could also
be called "The God Proof" (proof of the existence of an eternal
reality, and not "your idea of what the word 'God' means"--you didn't
write this, the body called "Rene Helmerichs" did), or equally,
"Explaining why everyone uses the same word 'I' ". I'll begin with your perception of me, and
end with everyone's basic purpose on Earth.
這部分也可以稱為“上帝的證明”(永恆現實存在的證據,而不是“你對‘上帝’這個詞的含義的看法”——你沒有寫這個,名為“是瑞內”的身體寫了),或者同樣地,“解釋為什麼每個人都使用相同的‘我’這個詞”。我將從你對我的看法開始,以每個人在地球上的基本目的為結束。
I have a persistent mental illness
called "Schizophrenia". I can
provide a plethora of documentation to verify this. The illness causes me to experience (or just
"perceive") a much greater intensity of fear than normal people. But doctors also determined that I have
"Delusional Disorder", so I'm unsure whether it is a real experience
of fear, or just a false perception of an experience. The outcome is the same.
我有一種叫做“精神分裂症”的持續性精神疾病。我可以提供大量文檔來驗證這一點。這種疾病使我經歷(或只是“感知”)比正常人更強烈的恐懼。但醫生也確定我患有“妄想症”,所以我不確定這是真實的恐懼體驗,還是只是對體驗的錯誤認知。結果是一樣的。
As a result
of the heightened fear, I react. My
problem is that my reactions are not considered normal, and not at all
understood. I am currently being accused of
several criminal offences.
由於恐懼加劇,我做出了反應。我的問題是我的反應不被認為是正常的,而且完全不被理解。我目前被指控犯有多項刑事罪行。
My lawyer said the court isn't willing
to let me have a mental assessment because the court thinks that I didn't
cooperate during the assessment on 31 May 2021.
And this is the problem! I did
cooperate! The psychiatrist lied! The psychiatrist said that he couldn't
lawfully conduct the mental assessment because I insisted that everyone shares
the same eternal God!
我的律師說法院不願意讓我做心理評估,因為法院認為我在110年5月31日的評估中沒有配合。這就是問題所在!我確實合作過!精神科醫生撒謊!精神科醫生說他不能合法地進行心理評估,因為我堅持每個人都有同一個永恆的上帝!
The psychiatrist didn't want to
conduct the assessment! That has nothing
to do with me. The psychiatrist had a
legal obligation to conduct the assessment, and he didn't do it. I was there, and I wanted the
assessment. Why should I have to give up
my faith in order to allow the psychiatrist to conduct a mental
assessment? I can imagine how strange
this must sound, but it really happened!
精神科醫生不想進行評估!那與我無關。精神科醫生有法律義務進行評估,但他沒有這樣做。我在那裡,我想要評估。為什麼我必須放棄信仰才能讓精神科醫生進行心理評估?我可以想像這聽起來有多奇怪,但它真的發生了!
Besides, even if it didn't happen
exactly like that, then I am delusional, and so the question is still the same:
"If the court requests a mental assessment of a delusional person, and the
delusional person attends the assessment, is the psychiatrist allowed to
decline the court-requested assessment if the delusional person wants to
conduct the mental assessment?"
再說,就算不是那樣,那我也是妄想者,所以問題還是一樣:“如果法庭要求對妄想者進行精神評估,而妄想者參加評估,是不是如果妄想者想要進行精神評估,精神科醫生是否可以拒絕法院要求的評估?”
An eternal God and a psychiatric
examination are very intimately related.
In order to be certain that I am not suffering from delusions, I have to
maintain a very rigid belief structure, and I have to continually monitor and
verify that belief structure. At the
core of my belief structure I must decided where my thinking originates.
永恆的上帝和精神科檢查密切相關。為了確定我沒有患上妄想,我必須保持一個非常嚴格的信念結構,並且我必須不斷地監控和驗證這種信念結構。在我的信念結構的核心,我必須決定我的想法起源於哪裡。
I started to solve my delusion like
this:
If
I am thinking, then I must need to think consistently. But consistency applies to all of my
thinking, which includes the idea of consistency. So I must be thinking all of the time,
without interruption, day and night.
Since I am not aware of all of my thinking, therefore, I must be delusional. However, even though I am delusional, I can
still recognize that a constant reality exists because the world is constantly
changing. I recognize that a singular
eternal reality must exist to sustain the ever-changing universe. Therefore, an eternal Heaven exists, wherein
everyone thinks alike. And Heaven is not
Heaven unless I can also be aware of Heaven in heaven. That means my thinking is eternal, and that
I'm not aware of myself.
我開始這樣解決我的妄想:
如果我在思考,那麼我必須要始終如一地思考。但一致性適用於我所有的思考,包括一致性的想法。所以我必須一直在思考,沒有打斷,日日夜夜。由於我不知道我所有的想法,因此,我一定是妄想。但是,即使我有妄想,我仍然可以認識到存在一個不變的現實,因為世界在不斷變化。我認識到一個單一的永恆現實必須存在以維持不斷變化的宇宙。因此,存在一個永恆的天堂,每個人的想法都相同。除非我也能意識到天堂中的天堂,否則天堂不是天堂。這意味著我的思想是永恆的,而且我不知道自己。
In other words:
"I think, therefore, I am." (a famous statement by Rene
Descartes). It means: I always
exist. I originated before time began, I
continue to exist independent of time, and I will continue to exist long after
concept of time has ended.
換句話說:
“我思故我在。” (勒內·笛卡爾的著名聲明)。意思是:我一直存在。我起源於時間開始之前,我獨立於時間繼續存在,並且在時間概念結束之後我將繼續存在。
I verify thinking as
ever-lasting because I recognize the ability to think accompanies the ability
of memory. Memory means thinking bridges
time, which means thinking cannot originate from, or anywhere in, a universe of
time and space. The part of me that
thinks, whatever I want to call it, must exist independent and beyond concept
of time.
我認為思考是永恆的,因為我認識到思考的能力伴隨著記憶的能力。記憶意味著思維是時間的橋樑,這意味著思維不能起源於時空宇宙,也不能起源於宇宙中的任何地方。思考的我的部分,不管我想怎麼稱呼它,必須獨立存在,超越時間概念。
In the concept of self
which I present to you, I am the only entity known to myself. It follows that you are the only entity truly
known to you. "God" doesn't
exist as anything separate from either of us.
So, for the sake of argument, we can call the eternally shared common
part of everyone's thinking "God".
在我呈現給你們的自我概念中,我是我自己所知的唯一實體。因此,您是唯一真正為您所知的實體。 “上帝”並不作為與我們任何人分開的任何東西而存在。因此,為了便於論證,我們可以將每個人思想中永恆共享的共同部分稱為“上帝”。
We can't really know each
other, unless we share exactly the same mind.
But, neither of us recognizes that we co-exist in the same mind, meaning
that we're both questioning our own reality, we're just going about it in
millions of different ways, each in our own way, for all eternity, until the
separated pieces of our shared eternal mind "wake up" to
understanding that there was never really any separation. And that's what I'm experiencing right now,
which psychiatrists call "disorganized thinking" (because they can't
understand it: their concept of "mind" doesn't including a singular
eternally shared mind).
我們不可能真正了解彼此,除非我們擁有完全相同的思想。但是,我們都沒有意識到我們共存於同一個心靈中,這意味著我們都在質疑我們自己的現實,我們只是以數百萬種不同的方式行事,每一種方式都以我們自己的方式,直到永恆,直到我們共同的永恆心靈中分離的部分“醒來”,以了解從來沒有真正的分離。這就是我現在所經歷的,精神病學家稱之為“雜亂無章的思維”(因為他們無法理解:他們的“心靈”概念不包括一個永遠共享的單一心靈)。
I understand thinking
cannot originate in my body because God exists.
Specifically, if God exists, then I must continue to be self-aware after
my body dies. If I am self-aware after
my body dies, then all of my thinking must originate in something people call
"Spirit". Spirit attaches to
the body at birth and builds the body according to its desires. Because I am Spirit, thinking cannot
originate from anywhere in my body, including my brain. An analogy can help explain this:
我明白思想不能起源於我的身體,因為上帝存在。具體來說,如果上帝存在,那麼我必須在我的身體死後繼續保持自我意識。如果我的身體死後我有自我意識,那麼我所有的思想都必須起源於人們稱之為“靈性”的東西。靈性在出生時就依附於身體,並根據其慾望來建造身體。因為我是靈性,思想不可能來自我身體的任何地方,包括我的大腦。一個比喻可以幫助解釋這一點:
Thinking,
which originates in a non-physical reality we can call "Spirit", can
use our brain like a computer program uses a computer's CPU. The Computer CPU is basically the computer's brain. Anyway, the computer program continues to
live on and function after the whole computer dies because the maker of the
computer program lives on. The computer
doesn't write its own program. The
computer can make changes to its programming according to programs which the
computer programmer wrote, maintains, and allows. When the computer dies, the programmer simply
continues with a new computer.
思維起源於我們稱之為“靈性”的非物質現實,它可以像電腦程式使用電腦的CPU一樣使用我們的大腦。電腦CPU基本上是電腦的大腦。無論如何,電腦程式在整個電腦死亡後繼續存在並運行,因為電腦程式的製造者還活著。電腦不編寫自己的程式。電腦可以根據電腦程式員編寫、維護和允許的程序對其程式進行更改。當電腦當機時,程式員簡單地繼續使用新電腦。
In the same way, my brain and my body
function exactly like a computer.
同樣,我的大腦和我的身體就像一台電腦一樣運作。
I am like the computer program in that
metaphor. My Spirit is like the computer
programmer. I am not God, but god made
my Spirit, and my spirit sustains my body.
When my body dies, my spirit attaches to a new baby body (or a grown
person who can talk to spirits), and my thinking continues.
我就像那個比喻中的電腦程式。我的靈性就像電腦程式員。我不是上帝,而是上帝創造了我的靈性,我的靈性支撐著我的身體。當我的身體死亡時,我的靈魂會依附於一個新的嬰兒身體(或一個可以與靈魂交談的成年人),我的思想還在繼續。
I just keep transferring my thinking
from body to body to body until, finally, all the bodies on earth are all
operating according to the same basic programming, and collectively, our
collective mind, decides "Well, the universe was fun to build, but it's
done now because we're all thinking the same, and so we can return to the
awareness of being in the limitless eternal reality of only Heaven. The chaos of different programming on Earth
was Hell, but Hell is now ended."
我只是不斷地將我的思想從一個身體轉移到另一個身體,直到最後,地球上的所有身體都按照相同的基本程序運行,並且我們的集體思想集體決定“好吧,宇宙建造起來很有趣,但是現在已經完成了,因為我們都在想同樣的事情,所以我們可以回到只有天堂的無限永恆現實中的意識。地球上不同編程的混亂是地獄,但現在地獄結束了。”
And that's exactly how life
works. I'm sorry that I had to explain
that to you, but you need to understand that the psychiatrist, all
psychiatrists, are wrong when they insist that people need pills in order to
think correctly. Psychiatrists actually
have no idea where thinking comes from.
They believe it comes from the brain because they can't see Spirit and
don't want to talk about Spirits! They
just keep giving people different pills to try until the patients finally say
"I think I feel better now." because the patient is tired of visiting
the psychiatrist!!! Eventually the
patient accepts the psychiatrist's belief that pills help people think. Psychiatrists make people forget about the
common Spiritual connection! But, Mental
Health comes from healthy spiritual thinking, from helping each other to not be
confused about working together to build a sustainable environment on planet
Earth!
而這正是生活的運作方式。很抱歉我不得不向你解釋,但你需要明白精神科醫生,所有的精神科醫生,當他們堅持認為人們需要藥片才能正確思考時是錯誤的。精神科醫生實際上不知道思維從何而來。他們相信它來自大腦,因為他們看不到靈性,也不想談論靈性!他們只是不斷地給人們服用不同的藥丸,直到患者最終說“我覺得我現在感覺好多了”。因為病人厭倦了去看心理醫生!!!最終,患者接受了精神科醫生的信念,即藥丸可以幫助人們思考。精神科醫生讓人們忘記了共同的靈性連結!但,心理健康來自健康的靈性思維,來自於互相幫助而不是對共同努力在地球上建立可持續的環境感到困惑!
3.
Taiwan Psychiatrist Chun-Hong Lee (李俊宏) unlawfully denies court request
3)台灣精神科醫生李俊宏非法拒絕法庭請求
Here is a transcript of the exact
spoken words from the psychiatrist on 31 May 2021 (I have the audio recording
as well):
以下是精神科醫生在110年5月31日的準確口述文字記錄(我也有錄音):
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zwFsP9rRDGAsfucvXraeIIG1IqcwDusB/view?usp=sharing
On 31 May 2021, the psychiatrist
literally required me to abandon my faith (and adopt his delusion that a body
can think and that my thinking must stop when we die) before he was willing to
complete the court-requested mental assessment.
And that is in addition to the fact that the psychiatrist also told me
that a forensic psychologist (and not a psychiatrist) will conduct the actual
mental assessment which the court requested.
The psychiatrist wasn't even required to conduct the assessment because,
according to him, a special forensic psychologist would do it!
110年5月31日,精神科醫生從字面上要求我在他願意完成法庭要求的心理評估之前放棄我的信仰(並接受他的錯覺,即身體可以思考,而我死後我的思考必須停止)。除此之外,精神科醫生還告訴我法院的心理學家(而不是精神科醫生)將進行法院要求的實際心理評估。甚至不需要精神科醫生進行評估,因為據他說,一位特殊的法院的心理學家會做!
So, you see, I did cooperate on 31 May
2021. I wanted to talk to the forensic
psychologist, but the psychiatrist wouldn't allow the psychologist to conduct a
mental assessment unless I abandon my faith.
所以,你看,我確實在110年5月31日進行了合作。我想和法院的心理學家談談,但除非我放棄信仰,否則精神科醫生不會讓心理學家進行心理評估。
I need the Legal Aid Foundation to
explain this to my lawyer, so that my lawyer can explain this to the court, so
that the judge of the court understands why the court-requested mental
assessment wasn't completely on 31 May 2021.
我需要法律援助基金會向我的律師解釋這一點,以便我的律師可以向法庭解釋這一點,以便法庭法官了解為什麼法庭要求的心理評估在110年5月31日沒有完全完成。
And then, after the court judge
understands what happened on 31 May 2021, that it wasn't my fault, then the
court judge can: 1. help me to receive the mental assessment, and hopefully
also 2. Request an investigation into the psychiatrist.
然後,在法院法官了解110年5月31日發生的事情後,這不是我的錯,然後法院法官可以:1)幫助我接受心理評估,希望也能2)要求對精神病醫生進行調查.
I also need to ask the Legal Aid
Foundation to help me ensure that my lawyer is willing to defend my right to an
assessment of mental health irrespective of his personal belief that I should
remain quiet about this, and not bother the court with "thick essays"
and such. If the lawyer cannot ensure that a diagnosed Schizophrenic
receives an honest assessment of mental health, is the lawyer honestly helping
the victims of Schizophrenia in court?
我還需要請求法律援助基金會幫助我確保我的律師願意捍衛我進行心理健康評估的權利,而不管他個人認為我應該對此保持沉默,不要用“厚論文”打擾法庭諸如此類。如果律師不能確保被診斷出的精神分裂症患者得到誠實的心理健康評估,那麼律師是否在法庭上誠實地幫助精神分裂症的受害者?
I am still awaiting the court to
investigate evidence about three cram school managers who gave false testimony
in the Civil Court
lawsuit on 26 Nov 2018. The managers are
now making false accusations based on false Chinese translations of a single
harmless English sentence.
我仍在等待法庭調查有關三名補習班經理在107年11月26日民事法庭訴訟中作偽證的證據。這些經理現在正在根據一個無害的英文句子的虛假中文翻譯做出虛假指控。
As unbelievable as all of this sounds,
what I really need most of all right now is simply a mental assessment before
the judge sentences me. I really hope to
hear from you soon. And to make sure
that my request is not lost (this is the "fear" part of my mental
illness), I'm attaching a picture of myself with the supervisor at the Tainan
City LAF. Please forward a copy of this email
to him, so that he stays informed. And,
I honestly hope he appreciates the description of life on earth, to affirm our
shared faith to him!
儘管這一切聽起來令人難以置信,但我現在真正需要的只是在法官審判我之前進行心理評估。我真的希望很快能收到你的來信。為了確保我的請求不會丟失(這是我精神疾病的“恐懼”部分),我附上了一張我與台南市LAF主管的照片。請將此電子郵件的副本轉發給他,以便他隨時了解情況。並且,我真誠地希望他欣賞對地球生命的描述,肯定我們共同信仰!
Rene Helmerichs
(中華民國:是瑞內)
19 June 2021
4. Attachments:
4)附件:
IMG_20200910_105725.jpg
Picture
taken 10 Sept 2020, Legal Aid Foundation, Tainan
City, Taiwan
圖片拍攝於109年9月10日,台灣台南市法律援助基金會
20181016 pet pic4.jpg
The
picture was taken 14 Aug 2017 during the Kidsland Sesame Street overnight school
trip, somewhere in Taiwan. The picture was included in a flier and
printed on 15 Oct 2018. The small
English print (translation of the Chinese) reads:
這張照片拍攝於106年8月14日,在台灣某處的Kidsland芝麻街過夜學校旅行期間。該圖片包含在傳單中並於107年10月15日印刷。英文小字(中文翻譯)如下:They spent a night alone in a
hotel with a teacher...
...the school knew the teacher spent years in a
mental hospital...
the school hides his past...
Um.
The Canada
police suspected the teacher of making bombs
The Republic Of China Legal Aid Foundation says the
teacher was in jail for 3 years for ...
"sexual embarrassment" charges...
Um.
This really happened at Sesame
Street School
in Taiwan.
Should we tell the parents just half the story?
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